Since i've watched Les Miserables i can't get this song out of my head...

"Do you hear the people sing?
Singing a song of angry men?
It is the music of a people
Who will not be slaves again!
When the beating of your heart
Echoes the beating of the drums
There is a life about to start
When tomorrow comes!"

Do you hear the people sing? - Les Miserables OST on YouTube

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... to whoever you may be you made my day

Feeling a little sad today, and kind of lost... I think it's because of the weather .  Anyway, the song of the moment, which I totally love


hope you will too

"The devil that you know
Is better
Than the one you don't
And so it goes

Like lonely ghosts
At a roadside cross
We stay because
We don't know where else to go

The places, our old haunts
They miss us when we're gone
we can never move on

So Like lonely ghosts
At a roadside cross
We stay

The devil that you know
Is better than
The one you don't

Like lonely ghosts
At a roadside cross
We stay because
We don't know where else to go

We stay because
We don't know where else to go "

O+S - Lonely ghosts

A few days ago I watched this sweet romantic movie called Wainting for forever,  a unique love story about friendship and a view of the world from different perspectives, Waiting for Forever explores the connections people make in the face of life's changes. Best friends while they were growing up, Emma (Rachel Bilson) and Will (Tom Sturridge) lost touch a long time ago-as far as she knows. To Will, Emma never stopped being the most important person in his life. Believing them to be forever linked, he goes wherever she goes. Will doesn't have a home, a car, or a "real" job. He survives on his talent as a juggler and entertainer-talents honed through years of showing off for Emma. When her father gets sick, Emma returns to their hometown, trying to leave behind her complicated love life and failing career as a TV actress. Will follows her and decides to once and for all talk with Emma about his feelings.
This movie meant a lot for me... I'm not very OK lately and it made me have a more positive look on life.
Hope you'll watch it too, and enjoy it
This  letter is from the movie... I absolutely love every word

Dear Emma,
Those two words, "Dear Emma", take me away to another time, when we used to write to each other after my mom and dad died. I used to tell you about my new friends and my new life. You used to tell me about the grand time my mom and dad where having in Heaven.
Truth is nothing. What you believe to be true is everything. And the main thing I used to believe was that I would be with you forever, forever...
The reason why is taking me so long to write you is that I see that I've been a fool. I was spending my life fooling myself. Every letter I've written to you has been a love letter. How could it have been anything else? I can see now that all of them, except this one, were bad love letters. Bad love letters beg for love back. Good love letters ask for nothing.
This, I'm pleased to announce, is my first good love letter to you, because there is nothing more for you to do. You already done everything. I have enough of you in my head to last forever, so please don't ever worry about me. I'm peachy. I really am. I have everything. If I have one wish,  it would be that your life brings you a taste of the happiness you have brought to me, that you can feel what it's like to love.
Your friend forever,
Will

Waiting for Forever trailer on IMDB

I've heard this beautiful song when i watched Country Strong last week and I absolutely fell in love with it
hope you'll like it too

"When the stars line up
And you catch a break
People think you're lucky
But you know its grace

It can happen so fast
Or a little bit late
Timing is everything

You know I've had close calls
When it could've been me
I was young when I learned just how fragile life can be
I lost friends of mine
I guess it wasn't my time
Timing is everything

And I could've been the child that God took home,
And I would've been one more unfinished song
And when it seems a rhyme is hard to find
That's when one comes along
Just in time

I remember that day
When our eyes first met
You ran into the building to get out of the rain
Cause you were soaking wet
And as I held the door
You wanted to know my name
Timing is everything

And I could've been another minute late
And you'd never would've crossed my path that day
And when it seems true love is hard to find
That's when love comes along
Just in time

You can call it fate
Or destiny
Sometimes it really seems like its a mystery

Cause you can be hurt by love
Or healed by the same
Timing is everything

It can happen so fast
Or a little too late
Timing is everything"

Garrett Hedlund - Timing Is Everything

Twenty-five years ago this month, life in Pripyat (Ukrainian: При́п'ять, Prip'yat'; Russian: При́пять, Pripyat') came to a shuddering end. Before dawn on April 26, 1986, at 1:23 AM, less than two miles south of what was then a city of 50,000, the Chernobyl Nuclear Power Plant's number four reactor exploded. Thirty people died in the blast and fire or were exposed to lethal radiation. The destroyed hulk burned for ten days, contaminating tens of thousands of square miles in northern Ukraine, southern Belarus, and Russia's Bryansk region. It was the worst nuclear accident the world has ever seen.
The fallout, 400 times more radioactivity than was released at Hiroshima, drove a third of a million people from their homes and triggered an epidemic of thyroid cancer in children. Over the years, the economic losses—health and cleanup costs, compensation, lost productivity—have mounted into the hundreds of billions of dollars. As evidence of government bungling and secrecy emerged in its wake, Chernobyl (or Chornobyl, as it is now known in independent Ukraine) even sped the breakup of the Soviet Union.
Now, Pripyat is a ghost town.
To commemorate the tragedy 25 years later, National Geographic photographer Gerd Ludwig plans to return to the reactor and the areas around it to investigate the current state of contamination to the land; to report on the progress of its cleanup; and to examine the health consequences in the fallout regions, so that this important story will not be forgotten.


The Long Shadow of Chernobyl
Project by Gerd Ludwig

The Long Shadow of Chernobyl
Video by Gerd Ludwig

"când ai nevoie de dragoste nu ti se da dragoste.
când trebuie sa iubesti nu esti iubit.
când esti singur nu poti sa scapi de singuratate.
când esti nefericit nu are sens sa o spui.

când vrei sa strângi în brate nu ai pe cine.
când vrei sa dai un telefon sunt toti plecati.
când esti la pamânt cine se intereseaza de tine?
cui îi pasa? cui o sa-i pese vreodata?

fii tu lânga mine, gândeste-te la mine.
poarta-te tandru cu mine, nu ma chinui, nu ma face gelos,
nu ma parasi, caci n-as mai suporta înca o ruptura.
fii lânga mine, tine cu mine.

întelege-ma, iubeste-ma, nu-mi trebuie partuze, nici conversatie,
fii iubita mea permanenta.
hai sa uitam regula jocului, sa nu mai stim ca sexul e o jungla.
sa ne atasam, sa ajungem la echilibru.

dar nu sper nimic. nu primeste dragoste
când ai nevoie de dragoste.
când trebuie sa iubesti nu esti iubit.
când esti la pamânt nici o femeie nu te cunoaste."

Mircea Cărtărescu - Când ai nevoie de dragoste


si melodia care merge cu poezia (cel putin pt mine)
U2 - Winter (Brothers Version)

"You are not your name.
You are not your job.
You are not the clothes you wear or the neighborhood you live in.
You are not your fears your failures or your past.
You are hope.
You are imagination.
You are the power to change to create and to grow.
You are a spirit that will never die.
And no matter how beaten down, you will rise again."

You

i love this video
please feel free to ignore the scientology crap at the end

So now I've been on deviantART for 4 years, and all I can say is that you guys are the best!
Now I have almost 26000 pageviews and 442 people that watch me.
Thank you so much for your beautiful comments, for featuring my photos, for all your s, for watching me and so on. It means a lot...
Really...

And the song of the moment...

"How to fight loneliness
Smile all the time
Shine you teeth til meaningless
Sharpen them with lies

And whatevers going down
Will follow you around
Thats how you fight loneliness
You laugh at every joke
Drag your blanket blindly
Fill your heart with smoke
And the first thing that you want
Will be the last thing you ever need
Thats how you fight it

Just smile all the time
Just smile all the time
Just smile all the time
Just smile all the time"

Wilco - How to Fight Loneliness

I love this song

She says "wake up, it's no use pretending"
I'll keep stealing, breathing her.
Birds are leaving over autumn's ending
One of us will die inside these arms
Eyes wide open, naked as we came
One will spread our ashes 'round the yard

She says "If I leave before you, darling
Don't you waste me in the ground"
I lay smiling like our sleeping children
One of us will die inside these arms
Eyes wide open, naked as we came
One will spread our ashes round the yard.

IRON & WINE - NAKED AS WE CAME

"This is when I feel dead: when I lie in the dark and can feel how insignificant taking the next breath is...It doesn't hurt not to, there's no panic, only a mild, detached observation that this might be what it feels like to die."

& the song of the moment:
Story Of The Year - I'm Alive

heard this lovely song on House MD

I'd call you now to tell you I'm thinking of you
But it does me no good when the phone is just blocking my view
And I would sail back to you
And I would sail back to you

And I would come back and admit that it wasn't your fault
But I'm tired and unwilling to be the only one who was wrong
And I would sail back to you
And I would sail back to you
And I would sail back to you

I'll be sailing on your deep blue eyes...

Damien Jurado - Everything Trying

"At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just not facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world, six billion souls. And sometimes... all you need is one." - One Tree Hill

So, last night i watched Bones, and Booth proposed to Hannah and she said she's not the marrying type. Booth is crushed again and throws the big diamond ring into the river. Then he heads straight to the bar and starts drinking. After a few shots, Bones arrives. They have this heartbreaking conversation:

Bones: "So, what happens next?"
Booth: "What happens next... you like evidence, right Bones? Here's the evidence: The evidence is that there is something wrong here... I fell in love with the woman i had a kid... She doesn't wanna marry me... Well, and then the next woman, well she's..."
Bones: "Me..."
Booth: "Yeah, and now..."
Booth: "What is it with women who just don’t want what I’m offering here?... I'm just mad at all of you."

He then gives Bones an ultimatum - Stay and have a drink as his work partner. No love. No confusion. It's too painful. Or leave and get reassigned to a new FBI guy - is also a downer, but what choice does Bones have other than stick around and drink?

I can relate very well to Booth. I also fell that nobody wants what i'm offering... and it's sad and frustrating :-<

I also heard this song and i totally fell in love with it
Beth Orton & M. Ward - Buckets of Rain (Bob Dylan cover)

Lyrics:

Buckets of rain
Buckets of tears
Got all them buckets coming out of my ears
Buckets of moonbeams in my hand
You got all the love honey baby
I can stand.

I been meek
And hard like an oak
I seen pretty people disappear like smoke
Friends will arrive friends will disappear
If you want me honey baby
I'll be here.

I like your smile
And your fingertips
I like the way that you move your hips
I like the cool way you look at me
Everything about you is bringing me
Misery.

Little red wagon
Little red bike
I ain't no monkey but I know what I like
I like the way you love me strong and slow
I'm taking you with me honey baby
When I go.

Life is sad
Life is a bust
All ya can do is do what you must
You do what you must do and ya do it well
I'll do it for you honey baby
Can't you tell?

Bones: What does that mean?

Booth: Well it means, Bones, that, you know, you can love a lot of people in this world, but there's only one person that you love the most.

Bones: But how do you know which person you love the most when you're confused by chemical messages traveling throughout your limbic system?

Booth: You just do.

(long pause)

Bones: What if you let that person get away?

Booth: That person's not going anywhere.

Citeam in una din zilele acestea jurnalul Where are the open minded people? al , si ma gandeam cat de multa dreptate are. In zilele de azi copiii nu mai au copilarie... Toti incearca sa creasca prea repede, sau ma rog sa dea impresia ca au crescut, isi petrec timpul prin baruri si cluburi, mai toti beau si/sau fumeaza, si isi incep viata sexuala mult prea devreme.
Toti se grabesc, si nu stiu ca asa isi strica poate cei mai frumosi ani.
Aseara ma uitam la un episod din Bones si am auzit o melodie foarte frumoasa care spune cam asa:

"See a mountain, see an ocean, see the years that bring
Rock and tide together
Settle down I said to myself, things that come with time
Will always be better
Everyone gets what they want too fast, these days
No one knows the way to make things last
Still I say, Hey Baby, I'm through waiting
‘Cause I need you now I'll show you how
You can take my hand and save me..."

Joshua Radin - The rock and the tide

O puteti asculta pe YouTube aici:
Joshua Radin - The rock and the tide

"It has been said something as small as the flutter of a butterfly's wing can ultimately cause a typhoon halfway around the world." - Chaos Theory
"As long as you don't choose, everything remains possible." Mr. Nobody
This song & video goes along so well with the quotes

Buddy Holly ♥ Everyday ( Mr. Nobody Original Motion Picture Soundtrack)